The Night Life...

So I decides that I HATE night work, I really do! I am sitting here at work, it's 2:00 am and I am just wishing with everything in me that i was home, in bed next to my husband asleep! BUT at the same time I am grateful for night work. Without it I wouldn't be able to be home with my daughter during the day, which I love! So I guess I can't completely hate night work! Wish there was a way I could do it all, be at home during the day with sweet pea, be in bed at night with my husband, and work! Since I haven't found a way to do that yet, I will settle for the night life. I must apologize in advance for what I am sure will be many more middle of the night post that really make no sense. Now I must go pump, praying it doesn't wake my patient!